Saturday, March 24, 2012
人生
我们不是为了人家而活，是为自己而活
从前的我所做的每件事都要想过，我的朋友是否会高兴 反而我没顾虑到自己是否高兴
这几年里，我都为我朋友而活
自己辛苦没关系我朋友高兴就好
但我错了，其实背后辛苦的不只是我还有我家人
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我常常在意朋友在背后说我的事情
因为我不容许别人说我的不好
但这样我常常或在精神压力及紧张的状态之下
有个人对我这样说:
当你知道我已经做好自己的本分时，人家还会在你背后说话时
这就是他的问题，而不是你的问题
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今年，我一直为某社团烦恼
想着是否要退出理事会
因为在内我以成为某班人的眼中钉
我不喜欢这感觉但是我非常喜欢自己现在的职位
过了不久我突然觉得自己很没有存在感
这个问题就让我烦恼了起来
但因为这一句:
竟然在里面你做得不开心，那你就别勉强自己了
朋友们，其实这才是我不参加的真正原因
很抱歉我说谎了
都告诉你们我妈不让我参加
其实，我从来没跟他提过这个生活营的事
虽然我与你们的关系不像当初那么差了
但我还是坚持我的决定
因为某人!虽然是男生，但我万万没想到他的所做所为比女生还糟糕
我与他的关系不好，我不想成为他的话题
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请容许我在这儿骂人
给某位帅哥:
你真的是个死娘泡
一点绅士风度后没有，最看不起这种人了
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以上的话题是出自我本人的
当我把这些字句写出来时我是面带微笑的
感觉... :
轻松
轻松
轻松
超爽
!!!!!!
=D
笑！
哈咯！ 我来咯。。心情好好噢=D
不知道是短发的关系吗？
还是那发行师不小心剪到我那根神经线
因为呀，最近我很爱笑！
最近我的心情很好常常大笑
而且我发现我的话也变多了
每次聊天时不管是哪位朋友我都融得进
而且每一次都是我很ngam的话题
是怎么了。我也不知道答案
想想我也没受到什么刺激呀
我变成这样也不是在掩饰什么呀
不过这可能是哦
只是我自己不知道。。。
我不需要等待什么答案就让他一直这样下去吧
我也很喜欢这种感觉=))
最近我也领悟到许多人生道理
也这样，我给了几位失落中的朋友不少讲座
果然我也有这一天啊; )
不知道是短发的关系吗？
还是那发行师不小心剪到我那根神经线
因为呀，最近我很爱笑！
最近我的心情很好常常大笑
而且我发现我的话也变多了
每次聊天时不管是哪位朋友我都融得进
而且每一次都是我很ngam的话题
是怎么了。我也不知道答案
想想我也没受到什么刺激呀
我变成这样也不是在掩饰什么呀
不过这可能是哦
只是我自己不知道。。。
我不需要等待什么答案就让他一直这样下去吧
我也很喜欢这种感觉=))
最近我也领悟到许多人生道理
也这样，我给了几位失落中的朋友不少讲座
果然我也有这一天啊; )
Thursday, March 15, 2012
假期中的我
最进把发行给见短了清凉多^^
照片一po上fb超多人给意见还的了很多赞！=D
这就是女生
之前看见一个人share
女生呀，得到18个赞还闲少
反而
男生10个赞都算多了
来说下假期的我
去听了undang
还瞒不错的，讲座者超幽默的 我朋友都问我你听明白哦？不然就是将冷的笑话你都听=.=
对我真的在听！可能是因为我怕考不过有要花钱考过所以老师说的每个细节我都听还做了笔记真的是=.=
之后星期日开始我就有高级数学的补习是学校补习
那老师真勤劳，假期我们中五是没有补习的他却帮我们补~
但是也瞒享受的，跟第一班一起上课。之前听说是这样的时候自己傕产生了莫名的压力
但是上了第一天之后觉得也没什么拉是不错的
我倒觉得这样上课还瞒 ........爽的=D
上了三天就结束了
星期三
我去数学补习这是额外的
nimar 500 今年因为时间不配所以就没办法不能去跟他补习
这是个遗憾 因为这老师教导有方
去年我的数学突飞猛进都是因为他和我的学校老师都很会教
但今年却换掉我学校的老师有没有补他我的数学真的遇上问题了=S
现在我每个星期也只能去一次
一次一个小时，还是遗憾当中 但至少我还能和他学习。
星期四
没什么特别的
今天我的婆婆回家了这几天我啊姨不在家她就到我这暂住几天
昨天就会去了
我婆婆他真的很可爱我很爱他的
可是在这几天在我家时 连续两天他非常的不舒服还一直呕吐
他真的很辛苦
去看了"神医"昨天的他又恢复了
我高兴了=D
今天没什么特别
温习undang 明天要考试了
这几天一直在褒戏
on call 36小时
很好看^^
23集了却要开学了
唉。看来要有很长的一段时间能在来看了
这就是假期的我...
照片一po上fb超多人给意见还的了很多赞！=D
这就是女生
之前看见一个人share
女生呀，得到18个赞还闲少
反而
男生10个赞都算多了
来说下假期的我
去听了undang
还瞒不错的，讲座者超幽默的 我朋友都问我你听明白哦？不然就是将冷的笑话你都听=.=
对我真的在听！可能是因为我怕考不过有要花钱考过所以老师说的每个细节我都听还做了笔记真的是=.=
之后星期日开始我就有高级数学的补习是学校补习
那老师真勤劳，假期我们中五是没有补习的他却帮我们补~
但是也瞒享受的，跟第一班一起上课。之前听说是这样的时候自己傕产生了莫名的压力
但是上了第一天之后觉得也没什么拉是不错的
我倒觉得这样上课还瞒 ........爽的=D
上了三天就结束了
星期三
我去数学补习这是额外的
nimar 500 今年因为时间不配所以就没办法不能去跟他补习
这是个遗憾 因为这老师教导有方
去年我的数学突飞猛进都是因为他和我的学校老师都很会教
但今年却换掉我学校的老师有没有补他我的数学真的遇上问题了=S
现在我每个星期也只能去一次
一次一个小时，还是遗憾当中 但至少我还能和他学习。
星期四
没什么特别的
今天我的婆婆回家了这几天我啊姨不在家她就到我这暂住几天
昨天就会去了
我婆婆他真的很可爱我很爱他的
可是在这几天在我家时 连续两天他非常的不舒服还一直呕吐
他真的很辛苦
去看了"神医"昨天的他又恢复了
我高兴了=D
今天没什么特别
温习undang 明天要考试了
这几天一直在褒戏
on call 36小时
很好看^^
23集了却要开学了
唉。看来要有很长的一段时间能在来看了
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Something goes wrong !?
I went for a basketball tournament + training with escaping school.
it had use my 2 weeks time
after i went back. many thing goes not right...
*i get fourth place for the basketball, anyway what i wan to say is. we improve ^^
hurmm..
first , is the big gang of our form5. not my class.
but the science stream. we use to be living under a same roof .yes! its including me~
but after i back, they were separate into 2 groups. and i can feel the temper between them.
this is a fact yet not my feeling, but i am so coward to ask them. hrmm. should i be so KEPO to ask them or...just do nothing . 5 of us, maybe just left 4 or two!?
me and ai chia!? .. i don't know what will happen next.. i only know the war in our form will never end. and my class always be the safety place. Us! were always be in peaceful ~ hAA le Lu ya~ =)
next, is my junior friends. 5 girls of 3BB now were separate into 2 class too
and now, the one who stay in second class feel not right with the first class. not the jealousy, yet they shown out the attitude for her~
the first class..they ignore to other even with me. and now i understand that they were the type "need you close you" not to mean talk their bad behind them , but this is what they shown out . yes! they were like that. and their behavior hurt that girl so much. i hope they will realize what is the wrong with them.
now, is about me and a boy who is my junior. actually this happen not after the tournament its happen in the beginning of this year. i use to be his stupid friend. we joke , we stupid, and we will have a close chat too. sometime time when my mood not right i will tell him too. but i duno when,we start to b cool with each other. our text is only have something important to tell. he not asking me to tell him fairy tale , he not come and kepo my thing. and now, i feel the "hate" with him when he appeared in the same event with me. i will not go and spam his wall or else. i duno why..
i just hope this will recover as former, i dun want to lost a cool and crazy friend like him..
hrmm,
he is the one who appear in my blog post before. find out yourself ^^
maybe this thing will not be settled , maybe can. the future thing we will not know.
i will not do any judgment on someone because i dun have the qualified to.
as i know to being myself =)
someone tell me this, and i saw a text on facebook to day:
why they don't like you when u being you,
it is why are you wasting your time worrying what they think of you
if you are not hurting anyone with your action keep moving in your life
it had use my 2 weeks time
after i went back. many thing goes not right...
*i get fourth place for the basketball, anyway what i wan to say is. we improve ^^
hurmm..
first , is the big gang of our form5. not my class.
but the science stream. we use to be living under a same roof .yes! its including me~
but after i back, they were separate into 2 groups. and i can feel the temper between them.
this is a fact yet not my feeling, but i am so coward to ask them. hrmm. should i be so KEPO to ask them or...just do nothing . 5 of us, maybe just left 4 or two!?
me and ai chia!? .. i don't know what will happen next.. i only know the war in our form will never end. and my class always be the safety place. Us! were always be in peaceful ~ hAA le Lu ya~ =)
next, is my junior friends. 5 girls of 3BB now were separate into 2 class too
and now, the one who stay in second class feel not right with the first class. not the jealousy, yet they shown out the attitude for her~
the first class..they ignore to other even with me. and now i understand that they were the type "need you close you" not to mean talk their bad behind them , but this is what they shown out . yes! they were like that. and their behavior hurt that girl so much. i hope they will realize what is the wrong with them.
now, is about me and a boy who is my junior. actually this happen not after the tournament its happen in the beginning of this year. i use to be his stupid friend. we joke , we stupid, and we will have a close chat too. sometime time when my mood not right i will tell him too. but i duno when,we start to b cool with each other. our text is only have something important to tell. he not asking me to tell him fairy tale , he not come and kepo my thing. and now, i feel the "hate" with him when he appeared in the same event with me. i will not go and spam his wall or else. i duno why..
i just hope this will recover as former, i dun want to lost a cool and crazy friend like him..
hrmm,
he is the one who appear in my blog post before. find out yourself ^^
maybe this thing will not be settled , maybe can. the future thing we will not know.
i will not do any judgment on someone because i dun have the qualified to.
as i know to being myself =)
someone tell me this, and i saw a text on facebook to day:
why they don't like you when u being you,
it is why are you wasting your time worrying what they think of you
if you are not hurting anyone with your action keep moving in your life
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